Dirae90

My father-in law died today. He had been very ill for a few years.  He was in my house when he stopped breathing.  I was looking into his eyes and he drew his last breath.  Started cpr. Went to hospital, could not get a response.  It takes a while to get it into your brain, then you actually have to have your heart accept that he is gone. He died Fed 22. Still trying to get my heart to understand the loss.